Grief

  • IVF at 45. My secondary infertility story and IVF UPDATE!

    IVF at any age can be a very difficult and emotionally draining process. Here’s a bit of my story. I am 45 years old. I hope it gives you more information and insight into what the process is like. Continue reading

    IVF at 45. My secondary infertility story and IVF UPDATE!
  • Holding the Space Between

    Tw: blog post discusses loss This is our fifth Christmas without our daughter, Mary-Linda. This reality shocks my system. I can’t believe it. Five Christmases. How? We actually never had a Christmas with her alive on earth. We were pregnant… Continue reading

  • The Journey

    Grief is not easy, nor is there a formula to move through it. My advice for you whether you are grieving or not, is to live your life to the fullest. Love on your family and friends a little extra.… Continue reading

    The Journey
  • Be still and Hold on, friends

    🌟 When the world feels too heavy and impossible, there is One who knows our burdens and wants to bear them. 🌟 When our daughter died at 18 weeks gestation, so much changed about our family. We were now a… Continue reading

  • Happy birthday to Me (trigger warning)

    Our lives and my birthday changed forever in 2017. In 2017, I was the happiest I had ever been in my 40 years on earth. I wasn’t the least bit upset to be turning forty. I was pregnant with our… Continue reading

    Happy birthday to Me (trigger warning)
  • TW……Our detailed experience TTC after loss

    After we experienced an unexpected 2nd trimester loss, I wanted (so much) to learn from the experiences of others. Particularly, had anyone experienced a loss like mine? Had anyone gotten pregnant immediately after? Did it take a while? What interventions… Continue reading

    TW……Our detailed experience TTC after loss
  • How I imagine You

    It’s always been hard for me to imagine how my babies will look and who they will look like, when I am pregnant. It was the same when we were expecting our second daughter in the summer of 2017. I… Continue reading

  • Grieving During the Holidays

    I posted these reminders in 2017, after our daughter died of a fetal maternal hemorrhage at 18 weeks gestation. Now, in 2020, there are so many grieving across our nation. They are grieving the loss of their livelihoods, their jobs,… Continue reading

    Grieving During the Holidays