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Holding the Space Between
Tw: blog post discusses loss This is our fifth Christmas without our daughter, Mary-Linda. This reality shocks my system. I can’t believe it. Five Christmases. How? We actually never had a Christmas with her alive on earth. We were pregnant… Continue reading
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How I imagine You
It’s always been hard for me to imagine how my babies will look and who they will look like, when I am pregnant. It was the same when we were expecting our second daughter in the summer of 2017. I… Continue reading
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Nothing is Normal in 2020
A mother’s journey to find normal after losing a child, adding to our family and living through 2020 In August of 2017, our family was the happiest we had ever been. Our four big kids were finding their way… Continue reading
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Our Miracle Baby. 🌈💙🙏🏼
The last two years have flown by and yet, as they say, the days have been very long. At this time, two years ago, we were 10 weeks pregnant. It would be three more weeks before we would have another… Continue reading
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Such a beautiful name…
Warning. This post discusses loss. We had a list of possible names for our baby daughter. Fifty or more different combinations. We knew we wanted to give her a name that paid homage to both our mothers’. I remember a day… Continue reading
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Heartbroken
Trigger Warning. This post discusses loss. Psalm 34:1, 18 His praise shall continually be in my mouth. I will bless the Lord at all times; The Lord is near to the broken-hearted This is the hardest post I’ve ever written.And,… Continue reading